Wake me up, when September ends. Wake me up, when I make mistakes!
Welcome September, and gonna be Ramadhan soon. In me, without any significant preparation.
Owh, flash disk saya akhirnya rusak juga, setelah kerangkanya pelan-pelan juga rusak. Pyuuwh. Akhirnya ada lagi alasan saya untuk beli barang baru, walaupun uangnya sudah disiapkan sejak bulan Juli lalu, dan bisa dipastikan uang segitu tidak akan benar-benar bertahan hingga awal September ini. Anyway, flash disk baru juga nih akhirnya *ga ada yang niat mau ngasi saya flash disk cuma-cuma gitu?*. Wew, new motnh new flashdisk, interesting huh!
Welcome back to September.
Bisakah tidak ada air mata lagi? Karena air mata yang ada sepanjang bulan lalu bukanlah pertanda baik. Tapi, semoga bulan ini air mata mengalir saja. Biar semakin baik atau menjadi baik hati yang hampir mati. Masih ada air mata, kata teman saya, pertanda bahwa hati tidak mati. Karena air mata yang jatuh sesungguhnya bukan dari mata, namun dari hati.
September. 3 years ago. September was the month out of crying. It was the month which I can express my happiness. Started new friendship with very nice buddies. Began a nice relationship with my pal. Realized that I was in love, then made the dates inside the classroom, outside as well. How stupid those were!
September. 2 years ago. September was the month out of crying, full of confusion. Tiring but interesting. Till finally skipped them out successfully without any sincerity. September was alone. Nothing really special relationship was declared, however so many no-declared relationship. I wonder whether I was allowed to say it as special relationship or not.
September. A year ago. September was the month full of crying. It was the month which I was in my big and great confusion, though. There are so many things happened without consideration. Too hurt to remember. But It’s a hundred percent not important, TODAY!
September. Today. It is still the first day of September. With a thousand hopes inside. Now, what I need is: REALISTIC.
I have been too much playing in unrealistic world. Realistically, I do need something realistic, and someone realistic.