that’s the activity, teaching and teaching and teaching.
yes that’s also the activity, teaching and teaching and teaching.
Friday, hmmm just that’s the activity, broadcasting and teaching and broadcasting.
(I think I need much more capuccino to make it as higher as possible F-r-i-d-a-y!)
Saturday, what’s my activity? Should I go teaching or broadcasting again?
Yes I should, because that’s called as LIFE!
As I must face it as a real new fun and nice and slow like e-waltz?
Neyaaaah, I prefer to go swinging ehehehehe sounds like Mocca song?
Yes it is. It is a real new and fun activity, named M-E-E-T-I-N-G.
Interesting, huh? Along this week, I myself drained me by those kinds of meeting which sometimes drive me crazy! Pyuwh, not because of I don’t like to come to the interesting-fun-nice-happy MeetiNg. But it is much more because of some people inside really make me dizzy and want to go out soon! Different meetings mean some crazy people!
HUH, I hate to talk about GO OUT!
It reminds me of a really hurt case of breaking promise then made me have to face a fact, that I must let him go out for the second. It is just about feeling. Yeah, it’s really just about feeling. I am too stupid to let me play and coy as I am the one in Buble’s song, yeaaa that Everything!
Absolutely I AM NOT! That was NOT ME, and IS NOT ME!
Yeaa, maybe what my friend has told me is correct. A hundred percent correct and undeniable. We are different, so we can’t go to be ONE. We do really need to go out. I am so in pathetic condition. Why should always be like this? Am I really rejected? Am I really unintended? Am I really non-expected one from the one I expect so much? Or am I really made invisible to the one’s heart? Or am I too complicated to accept as not-only-friend-nothing-special? Should I be ‘friend only but nothing special’ of the only? Hooooh, there’s a really really BIG WALL lay in front of US to be ONE. It is a real IMPOSSIBLE and OUT OF MIND to do to be ONE! Too impossible.
Can I? May I? No, you MAY NOT. I won’t let you go out, even just one pace! Off course I never have ability of letting you GO OUT. Just for your information, that I am nothing comparing to HIM, the greatest decision maker. HE has decided it to me and I must take it for granted. Crying out loud, pretending to be tough, repenting on a real unimportant and ineffaceable and ineffable and really unspeakable case! Just sending some trash messages to the trash numbers! Crying then laughing when I read messages of priceless number of one FRIEND! Thank you for sending those messages, friend. I am really lucky for having such nice friend as you. It makes me think everyday that it was not an accidental bump when HE made us as roommate! I do love you coz of HIM.
Moreover, hey look at the date today. It is really nice, huh? 07.07.07 hmmm, I must have got something important and valuable today! Sure, I’ll try to. And now let me sleeping and dreaming about much more important case than the real useless f**in’ fantasy to dream!